We’re like 15 again…

There’s this 6 hour training yesterday, that every colleague are required to attend. You can’t be late nor can you leave early. For some reasons, we were thinking that this training would be so boring that we’d skip it. Just like how you’d skip school when you were 15.

We signed in at the beginning then went shopping and for coffee. Just as we were supposed to finish our first session in the morning, we went back and signed out. We did the same for the afternoon session. It really made me felt like we were 15 again…

I slept for only 2 hours before the training and was feeling like shit throughout the day. Anyways, straight after the training’s over, I met up with @nefuis and @martin_tintin. Planned to have dinner with @nefuis, but I was too tired and had to go home.

By the time I got home, I was too tired and had to crash immediately!

PK Lai

The past week was ok…

It’s been a week since I last blogged. I can still remember that I was having a tough time. For the past week, I’ve been on the phone with a few friends of mine and I’ve finally told them about my stories. It was such a relief after telling these stories to my friends and indeed I felt much better afterwards.

Last Saturday, a group of around 80 co-workers went to play war game. It’s been ages since I played this sort of game. Just to give you a better picture if you have no idea what I’m talking about. You’re split into 2 teams, each person wears these camouflage outfit and carries a ball bearing machine gun with a bottle of ball bearing refills. Then you try to work as a team and shoot down your opponent.

In our camouflage outfit

In our camouflage outfit

It was fun even though our opponent team were all heavily armed (because they brought their own gear, including guns, vest & knee pads). We still kicked ass in the final game beating them 2 – 0. Woohoo~

We were exhausted after the game, since most of us didn’t get much sleep the night before. Some of us went drinking and for me, I just couldn’t fall asleep as well and ended up going there with no sleep at all. Straight after the game, we decided to go for a massage in Shenzhen. Since Tin Shui Wai is fairly close to China already. So after a shower at the club house, off we went.

We stayed there at the massage place till Sunday, which happens to be Mother’s Day. So, I came home around dinner time to have lunch with my family.

Yeah, I guess the past week was ok…

PK Lai

What’s upsetting you, mate?

I think I’m the type of person that keep things to themselves. Or put it this way, if there joyful things happening around me, I’ll share it with others. But when it comes to upsetting things, I’ll be keeping it to myself.

It was Labour Day long weekend and for the entire weekend, I only went to @nefuis’s birthday party on Thursday night then dinner and drinks with my colleagues on Sunday night. Part of me was saying, ‘Stay away from people! You don’t want to affect your friends showing up with that shit face of yours!’ And that was exactly what I did!

I’m sure there’s something that’s bothering me lately but I just don’t know how to tell people about it. I’ve been like this for quite some time already, actually. On the last gathering with my friends (Boysh’s birthday party), few of my friends came up to me and were asking me what my problem was. Because they can easily tell from the look on my face. I don’t know how to respond. I just don’t know.

Here’s the thing, what would you do when you’re in a bad mood? Or there’s something bothering you and restraining you to function properly? How do you approach people? I guess these are the things that I really need to learn.

PK Lai